Shit. Shit. Shit. Shitty Shit Shit.
I do have gestational diabetes. *sigh*
Which just pisses me the hell off...even though I'm sure it's totally my fault.
Thankfully my mom is an RN ... and a diabetic specialist to boot. So she's on the case and finding out what exactly I need to do and who to meet with. Plus she works at my clinic so she knows the best folks to talk to/see. Inside tracks rock.
I am still pissed though. I have to poke my finger now ... I HATE needles. I don't care how small they are.
Not to mention losing my favorite foods. Carbs are my FRIEND! =( And I'm totally addicted to sugar, though I think that won't be as difficult to weed out as the carbs. My breakfast bagel alone has 51 grams! I think that's almost a whole days worth.
Screw it though...I'm eating my breakfast sandwich this morning (bagel with laughing cow cheese and lunch meat .... *drooling*). And my chips. Lunch isn't so bad - two soft tacos with beans, cheese, rice, and black olives. Yummy!
So life sucks right now. This is going to SUCK major suckage.